It hasn’t been 24 hours since we talked, and I miss you as if it’s been a lifetime. We talk on the phone every minute possible, fulfilling desire of connection with each other that we both feel at the same level of intensity. We chat on IM all night long like teenagers, loving every minute of it as we tire but fight to stay awake because neither of us want to depart. I’m so in love with you. It’s more than that. I’m so connected to you. So attached to you. So completely aligned, free, understood, loved, safe, comforted and inspired by you. Not just by you, as a man, but by you as my twin soul. So much of our relationship is lost in this concept of being twin souls. And I really mean lost. We don’t understand it, but we’re experiencing it. We know nothing about this concept, yet we have both seen for ourselves the overwhelming, incomprehensible existence of such a pairing. And the beauty is, we found each other in this lifetime. And our lives will never be the same.
So as you travel and your ability to communicate has dwindled, I feel the longing for you more than ever. It was different when we could talk, IM, text and email all day and night. But when you’re cut off from communication to the extent you are now, all I can do is pour out my heart on our blog. I miss you terribly. But I’m comforted in the fact that you are with me, and I with you. I know this in my head and feel it in my heart. But both head and heart still long for you to be with me as much as possible until such time we can be together, sharing our lives.
For now, my love, I just wanted to give you my heart on Valentine’s Day. This post is my heart – in words for you – at this moment in time.
I love you with all of my heart…a heart you know all too well. 
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